| I'll never stop loving LOVE.
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| Friends. Let's talk about them. Now I really don't know about all of you, but my friends are freakin' amazing! Sometimes I really don't know what I did to deserve these people in my life. I seriously believe that out of the millions of people in the world, I am surrounded by the best of the best. Coincidence? I think not! God-incidence, I DO BELIEVE SO! My friends are evidence of God's existence in this world and in my life because there's something almost unexplainable about them, something not of this world. But then I realize that the explanation couldn't be any clearer. He knew I'd need them; so He gave them to me. Thank you Jesus. I am forever grateful.
They say you're friends are a reflection of who you are.
If that's the case, I must be the BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!!!!! |
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| So not to speak completely prematurely but I REALLY WANT TO GET MARRIED! Haha. Don't worry, I'm not trying to find a man just so I can get married and do the dam thing and make kids that I can't logically TAKE CARE OF. That's not it at all. I realize I am still young, but honestly if I was finished with my education and had my career secured and ofcourse had my "GG," I would be so glad to start a family already.
It's just, whenever I think about what I want for my life, I know exactly what I want: a beautiful Christ-centered family. For the longest time, if you would've asked me what my life goal was you would've heard me say, "...just to raise a Christ-centered family and be the best mom/wife I could be." And I still really want that. I want that so bad.
The mere thought of getting married makes me ridiculously emotional! The notion of finding that one person God made just for me makes me so happy. I look forward to all the comfortable silences and meaningful conversations without any words. I look forward to having a lifetime prayer-partner. I look forward to the exhausting, emotional journey that a relationship inevitably includes. I absolutely look forward to making babies! I look forward to singing my kids to sleep. I look forward to teaching them how to pray. I look forward to cleaning up after them. I even look forward to pregnancy and labor! I look forward to EVERYTHING a husband and kids could bring, amazing AND awful.
I really look forward to doing what I enjoy doing most: LOVING; completely, selflessly, unconditionally. I can't put to words how much I'm looking forward to just spending my life in devotion to my God, MY husband, and MY children. Just thinking about it all comforts me and brings me this peace... 
But I know it's not about what I want....That's why now, if you ask me what my life goal is, you'll hear me say, "...to just live a life that is pleasing to God in all that I do." So whatever He has planned, is more than good enough for me. I'm not about to lie though; I do hope that plan INCLUDES pleasing Him in the way I raise my future family. Hehehe But whatever you want Lord, WHATEVER YOU WANT. 
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